I can’t think of anything to write… just waiting to see what the ultrasound says. I am going to try to maintain equanimity if it turns out that I am ovulating on the wrong side to try this month. After all, there is only a 50/50 chance. I think part of me will be grateful to push the worrying off for another month.
But I turn 33 next Saturday and I suddenly feel the threat of “advanced maternal age” bearing down on me. (And they count your age at due date, not at conception, don’t they?!) Plus over the past week I’ve gone from two regular gray hairs to five or six and I’m thinking it would be nice to get this gestating over before I have to start coloring.
