Possibly it’s because I still haven’t managed to get my hot little hands on an iPhone, my obsession with this toy is growing, and it looks like it’s weeks or months from being fulfilled.
Possibly it’s just that part of the cycle. Based on past experience, my breasts should be bigger by now if I am pregnant. They are not. It’s only the third month of trying since the ectopic so I feel like I have no right to feel this way, but I do.
There’s no “right” way to feel, there’s just how you feel. You’re entitled to feel it. I hope you’re wrong. Past experience is not always a fool-proof indicator — not to give false hope, but just saying.
You have every right to feel however you feel.